Musings for 10/9/2017

Hoping that this doesn’t come out like garbledygook. I have no idea why that was **the** word to use but it is. I heard it in my mind twice, so there you go. And look – it’s already garbled.

I also was nudged to use an image from my media library and without knowing what, I found this. Every time that I become lost again, and I am right now, I ask for answers. The answer is always Unconditional Love.

It’s really a shame, you know, that we have to discover this at all. It’s also a shame when you finally get it and you are missing someone, or you look out into the world and see the dysfunction, hate, and fear. So much that you can share with them yet on their journey, they can’t be told. They also have to discover it.

FAST FORWARD to 10/9 (from 10/4)! Well, I got interrupted just as I was going to finish prior to going out of town and never came back to this. But as I re-read it, it was a good message so I left it here with love <3

This is really an apropos message anyway, because over the past several days I have looked inside and out more intently. It’s public so I will say that my Aunt Shirley has lung cancer with lesions in her brain. We don’t know what the outcome will be. She is 81 but that should be no measure on whether a life is over or not, and she says she’s not quite done. So as we support her, I am also having the discomfort of having to hear and see a lot about cancer. As you know, we did not know that Erin had cancer but she more than likely did (autopsy found it, finally, but it was inconclusive). This has brought up a lot of “why didn’t I know” and “I could have saved her with this” and such. It exhausts me to think about it so I try not to.

At least I have a renewed focus on being the best me that I can so that I can meet Erin wherever she is, or as “low in frequency” as she can come down. For those who this might confuse, everything vibrates. All matter and all anti-matter, it vibrates at a rate or frequency. Even things within our known world have a vibration or frequency. Those are the same thing as a harmonic and that’s important. So cancer vibrates at a very low frequency, much lower than the human body for instance (at health), and so that’s why it’s a DIS-ease. God was said to have created with the Word – Sound – and those Words would have vibrated at a frequency that brought specific things (specific harmonics/sounds/words) into being. When we shed our 3D bodies, no matter where you believe we “go,” our souls vibrate at a higher frequency and go to a time/space that is appropriate. Forgive my layman and very brief description of this.

Anyway, in order to move along so to speak, we need to raise our frequency and we do this via emotion i.e., our emotional frequency. Part of that has to do with clearing away old hurts and baggage, anger, etc. Part has to do with how we FEEL about things and people, with the idea to achieve Unconditional Love or the Christ Consciousness. I have come to the conclusion that only recently did our physical vehicles gain the ability to do that. Think of it as upgrading your hardware so that you can load (for instance) Windows 10. Your old hardware could not run it even though it was great hardware. The hardware is our body and DNA is sort of like the firmware. DNA is nothing but photons…light! So we upgrade our physical hardware and then we can do a firmware update (DNA). Think of that as software that tells your hardware what to do. Now you can load Windows 10 and you have a completely new set of abilities (programs) and tools (apps) at your disposal. It takes a bit to get used to but voila! You’re ready to rise.

I have no idea why I am writing about this today. It would probably be more helpful if I put this into an actual article vs train of thought but it must be timely information of my fingers wouldn’t be typing it. And I guess that’s all because the train of thought is gone. Hmmm… Well, next time then <3

Blessings and #missingerin <3