I have run out of time today to post, but I do want to post a short bit here. As I write this, it is 2:22. One website says:
Number 222 is made up of the attributes of and energies of the number 2 tripled, making number 222 a very powerful vibration. This number carries the attributes of the numbers 2 and 22, the Master Builder Number that resonates with ancient wisdom, vision, idealism and transformation. Number 2 lends its influences of faith and trust, encouragement, attainment and success, adaptability, diplomacy and co-operation, duality, service and duty, balance and harmony, selflessness, faith and trust and your Divine life purpose and soul mission. Number 222 has to do with balance, manifesting miracles and new auspicious and timely opportunities.
I also pulled the Success card today..
Well, that sums up the life that I had with my child. I learned what unconditional love was, and I loved her with all of my heart. I still love her. Now that she is gone, can I ever love again? I guess my guidance thinks so.
By the way, I like to include the cards for one reason – they are very pretty. They are from The Soul’s Journey Lesson Cards deck by James Van Praagh. You can find them in the store at Barnes and Noble, and of course all over the internet.
I did cry when I got out of bed this morning. It’s funny how I process this and how Shaun does. He said he had no idea it was Halloween until someone mentioned it at work. I knew as soon as I woke up during the damn night, and upon opening my eyes this morning. We should be getting ready right now to trick or treat. Last year, she was Clawdine Wolf from Monster High. I always let her pick whatever she wanted. It was her time to dress up in whatever she wanted to dress in. Somewhere I have a picture of her as Clawdine, and I will post it when I have more time tomorrow.
I will miss the whole Halloween thing in the next few hours, and I may cry again if you see me later. In fact, I’m sure I will, because I have tears coming out now. I miss you Erin. Especially on holidays.