The Energy of 999

Yesterday I was fortunate enough to see 999 three times. All on license plates. Once on the way to work, twice on the way home. After yesterday’s post, I think it was a pretty clear message. After all, the Calleman article I mentioned yesterday was titled “The Ninth Wave Continues.” So while I was driving home and seeing more 9′s, I wondered why I didn’t think to include the numerical sequence I had seen that morning in my post. 

I found a nicely written post on 999 found here. It talks about the completion and new beginnings that 9 brings us. You can’t have an end without a beginning can you? Of course not! So with one comes the other. And if I needed more convincing of the coming changes, I also had a lovely 555 on my odometer yesterday, harbinger of change. I also had a 5555 that I don’t count, since I actually started looking at 5554 and watched it roll over, but the message was still there.

Being introspective, of course I wonder if my intuition and my guides are just figments of my imagination. That’s a good thing, because that way I don’t get too comfortable and just believe everything I see and hear (even “within”). I’m always checking to make sure I get correct information. One of the things I’ve learned is to never ignore my gut. NEVER. I always kick myself when I do because I end up working against myself and against the creator. Which brings me to my point…over and over I keep coming back to stories of the end of strife, the beginning of peace, and the changing over of one world to another. The Lord of the Rings story plays over and over in my mind. So does the ending of the Mahabharata. The ending of the Inheritance series (i.e., Eragon) too. They all have common themes where basically good triumps over evil, bringing peace, but also the shift of the ages. In those stories it is from the age of many species to the age of HUman. Well, we are living the end of the age of the HUman now and one day there will be epic literature about our great shift.  

I wonder what will happen next. Will this world start over with whatever the first phase is? Does 3rd dimensional Earth live perpetually? Or when the timelines, no longer bound by the law of the 13, collapse into one, does this reality collapse with it? Those questions alone boggle my mind, as I have no context for the possible answers. Taking it day by day is what I have elected to do, whatever that means for me and my family (and my mission).

We may come to the end of 2012 and wonder what all of the fuss was about. Perhaps the changes happen so gradually that even those of us who are awake fail to see the separation of wheat from chaff. Either way, I am eager to get on with the next leg of this journey, and hope to help others along the way. In the meantime, here’s to endings and the inevitable beginnings that follow.

Anna

The Energy of the Aqua Ray

About 2 weeks prior to the Solstice, I was told that this was the Gate of the Aqua Ray. I actually keep wanting to say the “Aqua Green Ray” because there was a lot of green energy in this aqua (made of blue and green). This gate is really fitting at this time, because apparently the aqua ray corresponds to the 9th chakra. 9 of course, signals completion and endings. We are in an end cycle now.

It’s not my intent here to explain the entire concept of the aqua ray, or the numerological significance of the number 9. You can certainly Google that, or even research it in your local bookstore. The purpose here is mainly to bring it to your attention. Some of you may have noticed the energies. They have bathed us in the waters of the collective unconscious and opened portals to our souls. I was told to write that – portals to our souls. Sounds dramatic doesn’t it? Well, it sort of is. We are at the cusp of a new vibration. Was told to write that, too.

We are now in new territory, as the cycle of time we have been in for 26,000 years has ended. Do you feel in limbo? I sure do. I see no forward movement for the immediate future and quite frankly, I have a feeling of “what’s the use?” Thankfully I know better, but still the feeling remains. It’s a product of the energy of an end-state.

In a November article, Carl Johan Calleman wrote about the end of the calendar and what the actual implications are. I found it fascinating, and you can find it here on his website. The article is actually called “The Ninth Wave Continues.” How apt, considering we are being bathed in the energy of the 9 right now. He mentions the divine has moved from outside of us, to within. At least, our perception of it has moved. I suspect our perception of time will shift as well, although I do not know how that would be done.

I have been doing a crown chakra tweaking with blue topaz and Pantene. It’s an alchemical mix that activates that energy center, and you can find directions on how to use it in the Crystal Avatar eBook (found at http://www.AvatarCrystals.com). I highly recommend the eBook, as it has a wealth of information inside and is insanely cheap for what you are getting. To mix the green with the blue, I’ve also done a moldavite and HDTV bit with my 3rd eye. This you won’t find yet in the eBook, and not everyone is ready for this meditation. If you’ve ever worked with moldavite, you know it doesn’t play nice until you are ready for the energies it brings. I’ve lost or broken more pieces than I can remember, because my energetic field wasn’t ready for it.

Anyway, that’s all I have time for right now. Do some aqua ray research and see what you come up with. I’d love some comments, as I find that when we discuss things we learn from each other.

Anna

Today’s Suggestions

I highly recommend that you find time to view this video, 2012 The Online Movie Final Update, by www.in5d.com. It’s great for beginners and for those of us who have been around the block. I was familiar with some of the content and most of the speakers but it was so well put together I finished all 3 hours of it. The parts about the Mayan Universal Cycle actually made me go back and review what I read ages ago. These are fascinating times to be incarnate on planet Earth!

That said, I also recommend these topics as discussed at GreatDreams (Joe and Dee’s site – been reading them for years on and off), and MayanMajix, which I think may be Ian Lungold’s site. I’m still poking around in there, so that’s why I say “may be.” 

Also, I just finished Inheritance, the last book in the Inheritance Cycle Series by Christopher Paolini (aka the “Eragon” series). I can’t put to words how well-conveyed this story was. I felt like I was being given knowledge that I had long forgotten at some points, and it surely explained a lot of things. I often wonder if writers know where their muse comes from, or if they believe that they think all of this up themselves. Christopher Paolini was the perfect vessel to bring this series to life, and I thank him for that. 

And lastly, this isn’t to be confused with the Inheritance Series by N.K. Jemisin. A neighbor, of all people, loaned me the first book and though it was an odd take on things, it worked. Again, many examples of how the higher self (or selves) merge with the physical body. I also highly recommend this series, and all three books are now out. Here’s a link to Book 1. If you Google her, she also has a blog that is fairly interesting reading.

Anna

Do You Believe in Magic?

Call it whatever you like, but there are many different things that we can lump into “magic.” Psychic abilities, alchemy, or even the feeling between two people. I’ve used that term many times this month to talk to my daughter about Santa. I know, Santa is so 3D and I’ve wondered just why I have allowed the ruse to go on. 

It boils down to two things. First, the excitement that she feels from the whole Santa, Easter Bunny, Tooth Fairy, and even her Elf on the Shelf is amazing. You can see her eyes light up. She loves fantastical creatures. So do I! I understand they have faded into the background of our reality, but I know they exist. How do I teach that to a child who has teachers, and even friends her age, saying the opposite? These silly holidays have given me the opportunity to talk to her about this subject, as well as being responsible and not giving in to commercialism. Well, in an 8 year old’s terminology anyway.

Second, my husband and I have refrained from “indoctrinating” our child as we were indoctrinated as children. I never had a choice and neither did he. I was raised Church of Christ. He was raised Baptist. We were told this is how it is, don’t think for yourself, and do as you’re told. Oddly, neither of us believed it and we were strong enough to form our own opinions and seek out more knowledge. Many aren’t, so we’ve been careful. 

Over the last 8 years as it’s come up, I’ve been able to tell her not to disbelieve in anything because if someone can think it up, it exists somewhere. I’ve talked to her ever so briefly about how mommy can use magic, but how she can’t talk to others about it because they won’t understand. The other day, when my mother acted ugly while we were eating out, Erin said “You’re going to get on the naughty list Grandma!” When my mother popped back with “I don’t believe in that crap,” I just said “Well, Grandma has lost her magic.” Erin understood.

Magic can mean so many things but it’s simple enough to use that concept for a young child. One day, if she asks, I can tell her all about “what I do.” And all that I’ve learned, and seen, and felt. But we’ve kept it purposely vague, so that she doesn’t have it shoved down her throat. And with the holiday stuff, we’ve made up some of our own rules. Such as, Santa has a limit on what he will give to each kid, and even our own explanations of why he cares if you’re naughty or nice. Heck, that topic even gave me the opportunity to talk to her about service to self and service to others! For parents, Star Wars (Jedi and Sith) are also great examples of that concept. 

It is easy to cross the line with this and get out of integrity, so I have to be careful and so should everyone. This world is hard, and my desire is only to provide a bit of light-hearted fun for my little one while still adhering to the principles I strive to live by each day. 

Anna

12/12/11 – Time Marches On

What an interesting weekend. My only child turned 8 years old on Sunday. She was due on 12/12, but came a day early on 12/11. She reminds me so much of myself and the main reason that comes to mind is that she doesn’t want to get older. She cried on and off for the last year or so about not wanting to grow up, not wanting to age. She said “Mommy, I don’t want to be 8.” So I told her that she could be whatever age pleased her, because time keeping and our calendar was made up by humans to keep track, and has nothing to do with your age. She seemed to understand. Then she asked why Santa hasn’t died yet, and I told her he has human plus other DNA. She was satisfied and went to bed.

Since I am not around many children other than our neighborhood kids, who have been thoroughly indoctrinated into “normal” life in the US on planet Earth, I don’t know how many others came in with a sadness and fear of linear time. I have had this my entire life. I was 5 and saying I was going to live to be at least 100. I never enjoyed any of life’s milestones because I knew once the moment passed I could never go back. I cried through my entire high school graduation, thinking what a momentous time it was and how it was about to pass, never to be reclaimed. One of my classmates laughed at me, and it was funny so I laughed too through the tears! I rarely make it anywhere on time, yet I am close, all without a watch because they lose themselves every time I buy one. And I lose track of time like nobody’s business. Minutes turn to hours without me even blinking an eye.

And now I pause to wonder, does any of this sound familiar to you? I can’t be the only one!

You might have guessed that time travel has fascinated me, mainly because I want to be there in person to experience things rather than reading about them in a book. Books are great, mind you, but being there in the correct time period would be awesome. Perhaps that is why I have never traveled to visit any of the places I have read so much about.  It could be that I am loathe to go there in this day and age. I don’t know, but it feels correct saying it now.

There is so much that I want to tell my daughter. I want to tell her about the ascension process, and how we will do it together, and how many of the things she fears, such as death, will become a choice rather than a mandate. I want to explain linear time, time travel, and all sorts of things. But an 8 year old has no context, and so for now I will placate her with what little I can. And I will wait as patiently as I can until I can walk into the new world holding her hand, tell her that “we are here!” and explain it all in one fell swoop.

Anna

And the Winner Goes To…

Once again, I asked Kem what to title this one. Without knowing what’s in store, it baffles me, yet I have learned to appreciate and enjoy what my inner knowing and guides bring to me when I tune in and ask. Also, we’ve both taken a liking to the blog daily title mystery thing. It’s actually sort of fun, and would be a fun way for you to connect with your own guides in addition to the Guide communication instruction.

Without further ado, let’s get to it. The point of telling me “And the winner is…” was an illustration that we really are nearing the end of the ceremony. I admit, it’s hard for my 3D brain to believe it but my gut tells me it’s coming. My guides tell me it’s coming. But I am so tired, I don’t believe them at times anymore. Do you feel the same way? I suspect so. All of us are tired, tired all the way down to the core of our existence. That’s some sort of tired! Makes a sentient being like myself ready to have all of this over and done and settle down for a long rest.

But alas, in the realm of service to others a person’s work is never done. (By the way, I’m not sure if I’m on Broadway or in a fairy tale, so bear with the flowery language please.) But change will happen. Can you feel it too? It’s just right around the corner. Hang on and hang in there.

Anna

Sunspots

So as I typed the title of today’s post, I asked Kem why do you want me to call this Sunspots? He was silent for a minute, then told me two reasons. First, we really ought to be watching the sunspots. They are very relevant. If you’re not paying attention you may want to start watching sun activity.

With that said, what could be more timely than him telling me that WE are sunspots? Small bursts of the energy of the light (sun), beaming our energy and frequency across the ethers. Which brings me to the point…

Today someone in my office asked me, how do you know what you are doing is making a difference? Because in 100 years, no one will know anything about you. How do you know you’re on the right path, and how do you convince others that is a path to follow?

One of the things that I have become inept at is expressing the many higher vibrational things that I have seen, heard, and experienced. So I fumbled at my words. I tried to say that it was a 3D way of approaching things, that it didn’t matter if we made our mark like a Steve Jobs or someone. I said that I have a knowing, and that it’s important to live a life of right action and integrity, and that the act of you doing this affects everyone else. And just because it’s the right thing to do.

But really, I didn’t capture the essence at all. But Kem did. Because we are indeed sunspots in the sense described above. We are exploding all of the time with new frequencies and vibrations, and it’s bathing everything else within our range with the energy of the lighted vibrations. We are a micro of the macro. Look at the sun right now. It’s exploding like nuts, emitting proton bursts recently that are bathing our planet and mutating our DNA. It doesn’t have to mutate much to cause a shift. Well, we are little sunspots who are helping. It may not be much, but we are contributing to the whole and a mirror of it.

There is a chapter in the Emerald Tablets of Thoth, the Doreal translation, which discusses Thoth being in the Halls of Amenti area where the Lord of Darkness kept watch over the little flickers of light that are our spirit essences. (Hey, I don’t have the book with me right now, so don’t quote me, but the story is correct if not the specifics.) Every so often some would dim and cease to exist while a very few of them would light up so much they would escape the darkness. Thoth’s own spirit did this in fact. You could say that those little lights are akin to sunspots as they flare or dim, and akin to the “lightworkers” on this planet right now.

So flare little sunspots! And one day you will grow to become large, robust sunspots who together, will make a difference and usher us into the new reality. And while you will have no need or desire to be remembered as making a difference, rest assured that you will be honored for your service by beings across all of the universe. And with that I will say Namaste, little lights.

Anna

Absenteeism, Preparation, and Ascension

Fall has been busy for me, with my surgery and studying for an ITIL exam (passed with 38/40!), and the fatigue and stress that went with both of those. Honestly I have been pooped and really staying away from a lot of social interaction online and everywhere other than work. So sorry I haven’t posted or written new articles. I’ve pondered it, but what more is there to say? I have gotten really clearly that this is a preparation stage. The stage for assisting in the ascension is over and those who are ascending, they are already identified. I did not say chosen. There is a HUGE difference! They did an amount of growth work that allowed their vibration to raise to or above that of which is required. No one chose them, unless you want to say that they chose for themselves to drop the baggage and raise their vibration. So now, we wait. We continue to grow and prepare. You wouldn’t put on a white shirt if you had mud all over your hands. See what I mean? You would wash your hands – maybe twice to get it all off – then you’d dry them real good and get the remaining stuff off. Then you’d put the clean shirt on. Some people won’t take as much care to wash and dry, and they will be slightly stained but the shirt will still be white. See where I am going with this? You had to be relatively mud free to put the shirt on to start with. Those who are still muddy, they missed the giving out of the white shirts.

I didn’t intend on the white shirt analogy, but Kem gave me the same analogy more than once so I went with it. Seems easy enough to understand. Just don’t get too wrapped up in the color of the shirt. No specific symbolism was meant.

Without getting too deep, wrap up your personal preparations by stopping the madness. Don’t get wrapped up in other people’s stuff, and in the commercialism of this season, or the political and world events. Practice detachment, and enjoy yourselves without a lot of stress. You may find that you’re being given busy-work activities to do by your guides. Just go with it. It’s to keep your mind off of things, whatever those things are. I’ve been given another certification exam to work on (for work). It’s meaningless in the whole scheme of things and I know this, but it will definitely keep me busy and I will profit from it in the short-term.

Life has not stopped. You still have to pay your bills, so do so and meet the other life obligations you have with integrity and respect. You may be told to continue down the road on things like looking for another place to live, or another job. I have and I am proceeding. Everything, the timing of the ascension included, is a probability or possibility, but never a certainty until the moment that it happens. Try at they might, probabilities and possibilities are all that any psychic or channeler can give you because nothing in this universe is set in stone until it happens!

You should be preparing yourself for potential hardship, so please do so. I just watched a DAHBOO7 video on YouTube that talks about that specifically and it’s called Have a Plan!?!. Don’t let it scare you. It’s perfectly valid to be prepared and being prepared does not mean being scared unless you approach it with that intent. I think of it more as preparing so that I don’t have a large pain in my ass. Just like going out with your baby and carrying along extra diapers – saves you from a load of shit – literally! Because look guys, we never know what is in store for us. Even if the ships come, maybe they don’t come for a few days past the point of some disaster and here you are stuck without food, water, and warm shelter. If you don’t plan to take care of yourself, at least plan for your children and pets. Just do so with detachment and balance and you’ll be fine.

I keep asking Kem as I write why he insisted that I use the word “absenteeism” as the first word in this post title. It’s because I have been beating myself up for years about being absent. The truth is, sometimes I have to take care of myself and bow out of writing, doing sessions, or whatever it is. When I connect here, my energy gets connected to all of you who read it and oddly enough everything going on out there on the net. So, I have to take care of me sometimes. And it’s ok for you to do that too. It’s important to remember that.

One last thing. Watch the proton storms coming off of the sun. Proton emissions are a bit different from the mainly electron solar flares. You can keep up with the sun on http://www.spaceweather.com.

Anna