We Are At Zero Point
I was told by my guides that today we are at zero point now, at the end of May 2011. Remember this for future reference, as there will be more to come on this. Others who write about this type of thing will start to recognize this also. The Mayans knew this, as we are in the final underworld of the Mayan Calendar. This is truly a time of great change. I promise to write more later!
User Accounts
I seem to have had a rash of spam or something in the form of user accounts. At any rate, many of the usernames that have registered recently appear to be either bogus or of an unsavory sort. Since this is a place of information and higher dimensional energy, I didn’t want that and have deleted all user accounts up to today. If I have deleted you in error, please rejoin with my apologies. I simply needed to refresh the area and energy.
What You Don’t See Will Hurt You
Funny how I came up with that title eh? Well my monad, Kem, suggested it as I was typing. I find myself once again banging my head against the wall, pissed that I did not see something sooner. How is it that after so many years of intense, deep inner emotional clearing and vibration raising work that I did not see this coming? I have dysfunctional relationships. Perhaps that is why I can so clearly see the dysfunction in others’ and how I am able to help. Yet, I cannot take my own advice or guidance from my guides when it means I may experience a “loss.”
Loss can mean many things. Sometimes it is simply the loss of respect, love, even death. I hang on – for fear of my own life it seems – even when the nature of the relationship needs to change.
I am on the brink of coming into my own power again. It is here, ripe, and ready to emerge. I am afraid of it. The last time I had personal power, I misused it. I misused it in many lifetimes, and I was good at it. So I wear that as a badge of honor saying “I have no personal power because I cannot ever misuse it again.” The thing is that I also cannot be who I am, was, and who I am becoming without coming into that power. So things may shift in order to bring it on line. I should have said “things MUST shift” because since I did not shift them willingly, they are shifting.
Through my dysfunction I now stand to lose what I fought so long to keep. When I say fought I practiced denial, tolerance for things that did not fit in my life, went through grief and hurt unnecessarily, and suppressed my true nature – among other things of course. Denial was the biggest factor, hence today’s blog title. I guess I thought things would magically fall into place and I would suddenly be loved, supported, and accepted by those I crave it from the most.
Energetically the time is right, and now I must be who I am becoming, who I am, who I was – I must BE. And if I choose not to then I will experience loss. It takes that much to jolt me out of complacency. I am extremely stubborn, and often suffer needlessly for it. But this me feels good. I am going to go for it. I am ready – I must be.
At The Crossroads
Well I’ve decided to actually do a blog here – new to this and I tend to ramble in my thoughts, so hopefully it will be productive. I find myself in a new place once again and at a crossroads. Which way shall I turn? Of course I know the path, it’s just making a conscious commitment to begin down that road that is the hard part. I’ve been on this road for years, and all forks in the road lead to the same path. Just one way is harder and slower, and the other easier and faster. I tend to be stubborn, and thus take a rather slow and difficult path in my attempts to do things “easier.” Yeah, easier. LOL
I went to a new age “fair” yesterday, the New Earth fair I think, and while it’s a bit elementary for me at those type things I was drawn to go. I knew things were different yesterday morning for a few reasons, and that I needed to find my way doing whatever I ended up doing yesterday.
The first thing I had done was an aura picture and write up. I knew the aura would be green this time, and it was – completely green. It was also huge! Long story short great confirmation of the inner work I’ve been doing over the past several years. The next thing I did was have this lovely lady do an “etheric picture” of me. It was beautiful and again, such confirmation. If I still had much of an ego left, I’d have certainly been flattered by the things both the aura man and the picture lady said about me as the whole experience was like finally getting your diploma in the mail after you’ve already taken your courses to graduate. But instead, it scared the shit out of me.
I thought really, NOW I’m scared? LOL Well I was overcome by emotion for a short bit, because now I really DO have to start my mission in earnest. Hell, I got confirmation I’ve already started it. But now it’s on a different level. A more serious level. I’m here baby – it’s time!
I wonder how things will change and what interesting things I will find myself doing. But right now back down to earth – I have a house full of little girls playing and I think they are destroying it worse than Shiva 
Original Chronicles #2
Enjoy – from March 2011
Original Chronicles #1
From January 2011. This was one of the first Chronicles prior to the format change. Enjoy!
Guides, Generally…
What are Guides?
Guides are Souls who have agreed to assist an individual during their incarnation, such as when incarnated here on Earth. Often these Souls are soul-related to the person they assist, such as being an aspect or an Oversoul to that person. Sometimes they are just very, very old friends.
What do you mean by Galactic Level and Universal Level guides?
You have guides who work with you on many different levels, all directly related to your Soul’s development. As you can imagine, a 3 year old child might not be ready for things that an 8 year old, or even a 20 year old, would be ready for. As you grow, your guides will change to fit your needs. This also means that as you grow they will treat you like a grownup with truth and integrity being the first and foremost focus. Galactic level guides have a focus on their charge’s psyche. Their job is to help them understand without scaring them enough to cause them to no longer want to learn. Universal guides, however, come to you when you are capable of accepting things in the universe as they are, even if you don’t like what you see or hear. They are your highest level guides while your consciousness resides in any universe.
If I channel someone does that mean they are my guide?
Not necessarily, but it often does. Sometimes you are just the vehicle who has agreed to bring a message (or messages) through. Sometimes the entity coming through is in fact your guide. You can probably tell the difference and can categorize your other dimensional friends however feels comfortable to you.
What is the purpose of a Guide?
Guides are here to assist us in learning lessons and integrating the fears that we planned to integrate during this lifetime. You can think of Guides as teachers, each with their own area of expertise. Each Guide is with us by mutual contract and by design in our life blueprints. They come to us as the lessons that pertain to their expertise come up for integration.
How many Guides do I have?
A person can have any number of guides at any given time. Everyone has a Main Guide that is with them their entire incarnation. The Main Guide serves as a liaison between the other guides and the Soul, providing information as it is needed to the different parties involved with your blueprint. Other guides come to us as the lessons that match their area of expertise, as dictated by the life blueprint, come up for integration. Even ones who stay for extended periods must move on as their job is finished.
How will my Guides appear?
At the Galactic Level, most guides will base their appearance on your personal belief system and also on your fears (or lack thereof). In other words, they appear as what you are comfortable with. This is why many Guides appear in the guise of Angels, Native Americans, or deceased loved ones.
Later, when you are comfortable with it, Guides begin to appear as their true form. I say at the Galactic Level referring to the point in time when you are aware of other races of beings in the Universe and are no longer afraid of those forms. Also, note that I said “Guides begin to appear” because if you have a fear of a particular race and this is your Guide’s true form, they will still cloak in order to protect your Inner Child.
At the Universal Level, any guide in their integrity will appear in their true form and will be truthful in their communication. However, note that they change aspects of their appearance based on your integration of fears and if they want to make a certain point to you (such as wearing black if it is a grave message, or just wearing different clothes or costumes for the day). However, you will know their energy and recognize who they are. And if you are confused, don’t be afraid to ask questions!
Note: Some may have to do extensive Inner Child work (i.e., integration of fears with your Inner Child) before your Inner Child will allow you to see your guides uncloaked (in their true form). Also, you may have to rescind one or more vows before you can see their true form.
Guide Ethics for Galactic Federation Sanctioned Guides
***This information is valid ONLY for galactic level, Galactic Federation sanctioned guides.**
Because our planet is a free-will zone, Galactic Level guides have to follow a code of ethics. You could also call the ethics that they follow protocols. Either way, they are bound by these and cannot violate them no matter how much you beg and plead, or how much you want them to.
- Guides are there to “guide” you. This means that they can give you advice - if you ask for it – but they cannot tell you what to do.
- Guides can only give you information that you ask for. Think about it! Do you appreciate unsolicited advice from people? Most of us don’t, and if we get it we generally do not follow it!
- Guides can withhold information if it will in any way hinder your progress. When a Guide is assigned to you, they have a job to do. Their job is to get you from point A to point B no matter what it takes. So if they know you’re not ready for some information, or maybe they know your life patterns suggest that you will not progress if given a piece of information, they can certainly withhold it. They can also give you false information if it serves their purpose. You can look at this as a “for your own good” scenario, but remember that you contracted with them to do this for you if needed.
- Guides cannot give you a specific event outcome prediction. By looking at your life blueprint with your Soul, they can see possible and probable event outcomes based on choices that you make. They can even give you the most probable one. But keep in mind that their information is not set in stone – you control the path and the outcome! And besides, telling you how something will unfold would violate your free will.
- Guides cannot give you information on another person without that person’s consent.
- Guides cannot give you information that will violate your belief system without your permission. Sometimes that requires that you rescind a vow before they can move forward.
Knowing this often makes people (and their Inner Children) angry, because they feel they cannot trust their guides if they are able to withhold or give them false information. But remember that you did agree to this contract before incarnating here, and that they are bound to work for your highest good. Furthermore, they work directly with and through your Soul, so trusting your Soul to follow the path that is best for you is all that you need to do.
Now that I’ve written about Galactic Level guides, what about Universal Level guides? All bets are off here. To access Universal anything you must be mature enough as a being to handle “the real world” so to speak. Once you reach this level, you cease to think of them as guides. They are your friends, truly, and also your “enemies” if you look at it from a polarized point of view. Once you’ve grown enough to be at a cosmic level once again, you won’t need a guide to guides. You’ll just know what to do.
What is a Lightworker?
What is a Lightworker?
by Ed Schelling
I think this is one of the most overly used catch phrase that is upon our time in the shift of the ages here. Really it is. Well, “You are not of the light” and words very similar to that are close up there too. So what is a “Lightworker”? Is it someone who spreads light, proclaims to be of the light and admonishes all darkness? No that is someone who is polarized. What, blasphemous, Wow Ed you are judgmental. No, just keep with me here.
Think about it. To bring light to others, is to enlighten them. I believe this is the true meaning of a Lightworker. Not getting caught up in this holier than thou trap, which at first doesn’t seem like it, but really it is. Someone who helps bring enlightenment to other is the true model of a Lightworker. Whatever this may be. People make it out to be all lovey dovey, and with out pain, friction or taking hard looks at oneself or understanding that it is alright to be triggered. For once we say you are not of the light, you are this and your are that, we are placing judgment on those and we are not looking at a broader perspective. This is alright for everything is always in divine order. We just sometimes forget this while we are playing in this game of incarnation. We often forget that the path back to wholeness is not through forsaking everything we don’t resonate with. It is through embracing everything that comes our way in what ever fashion we choose. By doing this we lead by example, we show others how to live and be in their own integrity. Not being in some enclosed model of how one is supposed to be. If you want to be enclosed, if you want to be a certain way, that’s fine. I am not saying you can’t do that. You should do what you feel is right for “YOU” at the moment. Not what anyone else says. So why listen to what I say then, you are asking? Good question and a fair one. Well I am just sharing what I feel at this time speaking from the heart. This is designed for people to take it or leave it. They have that choice to do so. It is called free-will and this is another “catch phrase” that is often misused and really misunderstood. Many times people say this but don’t really understand or grasp the full meaning of it and really don’t apply the gift of free-will. So let’s get back to the topic at hand. What is a Lightworker? One who leads by example. Someone who helps others to see aspects of themselves that they have been neglecting. Basically a person/being that help others learn something that they previously have been unaware of, ignorant to or just plain stuck on something. This person no matter how dark, or how lovey dovey one may be is a Lightworker. For they in essence help change the world one person at a time and often go unnoticed/unappreciated. So the next time someone is having an effect on your life and is triggering you or is kindly helping you to express your true being, you probably have just run into a Lightworker, one who enlightens others and helps bring enlightenment unto thee which helps them become their true “Whole” selves.
Peace, Love and Joy,
Ed
You can contact Ed at tbolt_65@yahoo.com. Ed says you can distribute his work freely but please credit it with his name.
Breaking Free From Mind Control
Breaking Free from Mind Control
February 28, 2005
Late last year I found myself immersed in learning about different forms of mind-control that are used on this planet. The information literally came out of the woodwork and at the same time I met several individuals who had been experimented on themselves or are experiencing this trauma now. I have to admit that at first the information scared me a little. I mean, a lot of the experimentation is going on here in Huntsville, AL where I live and have lived all of my life! And when my other-dimensional guides and friends send me information, it is always with purpose. Meaning I’m getting involved somehow. “Why me, why now?” I asked! I have a young child at home for Pete’s sake! As you can see, it was most disconcerting and my only reaction was to state to the universe that if anyone touched my child they would be extremely sorry.
Keep in mind that at the time I was in the process of fully allowing my Oversoul (Self) Nisroc into this body and I was feeling my power in a big way! This, truthfully, is probably why the information was made available to me when it was because before I might not have been equipped to handle it without a tremendous amount of fear.
While I was assimilating all of this, though, I couldn’t help but see the link to another lifetime of mine where I was mind-controlled myself. But I didn’t understand this link until now and as with everything it is all coming together with purpose. Understanding the mechanics of something is indeed the first step in recognizing it and being able to be free of it. And that’s what this article is about – it is possible to be free from mind control and to not fear it!
Types of Mind Control
There are two distinct types of mind control that I know of. The first is where your thoughts are literally manipulated via frequencies beamed into your physical body. This can be accomplished by devices worn on the body, implanted in the body, and by external devices such as the Frequency Fence. The second kind of mind control is accomplished by extreme abuse of the physical and emotional bodies. It is normally maintained through fear and even the use of frequency. For the purposes of this article I’ll call them Type I and Type II.
There is also another flavor of mind control that I feel is pertinent to mention, and that’s the “brainwashing” that occurs every day by the media. We will call that one Type III.
Type I
I have directly experienced Type I mind control in a 9th dimensional lifetime. In this lifetime I was fitted with a sort of headband. I believe that I actually accepted it willingly as I thought it was jewelry. The active part of the device fitted nicely over the area of my third eye or 2nd chakra and constantly beamed what my controllers wanted from me into my head. I have “relived” this in this lifetime and it felt almost as if my “real self” was drugged and half-asleep inside my head but could not get out. The personality that “ran” my body wasn’t me if that makes sense, but the part that was me could not come out and function.
This type of mind control could be implemented via implants or devices like the Frequency Fence, which is a network of government controlled devices that beam mind-controlling frequencies out on a constant basis so that the public stays in line with whatever their objectives are at any given time. The frequency is adjusted for whatever the purpose is. Many of Earth’s governments have researched and used this technology for decades, while it has been known about and used in the universe for eons.
Type II
Type II mind control is perhaps the more gruesome of the two types as it involves extreme sexual, physical, and mental/emotional abuse. Someone who is under Type II mind control will have compartmentalized personalities that are each programmed for a specific purpose, and I mean literally programmed. Key words and commands are used to effect whatever the controller desires. The abused person is normally threatened with more abuse, their own death, or the death or harm of a loved one. It is most effective because the part of Self that is still present is afraid of this, naturally, but the sad irony is that all of this and more occurs regularly whether they follow orders or not.
This type of mind control is also used regularly by Earth’s governments and is practiced widely in the US, funded by the Black Ops programs. It’s US origins lie in Project Monarch and the importation of Nazi scientists during WWII and continue to this very day.
Type III
Type III mind control is what I describe as the “brainwashing” that is effected by the world media. A line from Ozzy Osborne’s song “Crazy Train” sums this up nicely in my opinion – “The media sells it, and you live the role.” Television, radio, even schools, churches, and society in general bombard us each day with a barrage of shoulds and shouldn’ts, telling us what we must wear, how we must act, which books to read, who is cool and who isn’t, which wars and politicians to support and which ones not to – you get the picture. I find it disturbing how many people do not think and make decisions for themselves. But this, my friend, is the reality of Type III mind control. Perhaps this is the most covert of all three types!
Breaking Free
With all that is possible, it may be bewildering to think that any of us have a chance at breaking free from mind control. I am sure that many of you who are currently experiencing it would argue that it isn’t even possible. But it is. I have done it both in this reality and in my 9D lifetime. It’s not easy and it’s not pretty, but it can be done. And here’s how.
1. Iron Will
I took the term “iron will” from a game I’m currently playing with my husband called “Baldur’s Gate: Dark Alliance.” In the game it refers to the strong will you must project to cast spells. The stronger your will, the stronger your spells. And isn’t this true? Have you ever heard you can do anything that you put your mind to? Well, you can. And I did. The “Me” that was trapped inside of my head when I wore the headband was broken but not beaten. I hung on via nothing more than my will. And that will became iron when I was involved in the murder of a baby. Through nothing more than Iron Will and my own power, I shorted out the device that was attached to my head! SHORTED IT OUT I said! I brought my own frequency up enough to do this!
This iron will scenario applies to any of the mind control tactics though. If you believe that you can’t fight something, can’t do something, then you can’t. I’m not saying it wasn’t or isn’t hard by any means! But YOUR Iron Will is effected only by, well, YOU!
2. Clearing and Integrating Your Fears
In scenarios where mind control isn’t necessarily frequency induced, it is normally effected through some sort of torture or the threat of torture (whether mental/emotional or physical). Sometimes this isn’t even directed at the abused person but is directed towards a loved one (often their child, pet, etc.) In any case, fear of something – bodily harm, pain, emotional trauma, sexual trauma, death, harm or death of a loved one – is the controlling mechanism. While I don’t have enough time in this article to get into the nitty gritty details of emotional clearing, I will say that acknowledging and clearing your fears is the only way out of them. To steal a line from an old movie, “if you fear it it will come” is a factual statement.
When clearing my own fears, the first thing I ask myself is “What’s the worst that can happen?” This clues me in to what I actually fear so that I can integrate and clear the issue. In the case of someone who has been mind controlled, often the answer will certainly be death, or the death or harm of someone they love which will cause them great pain.
It is at this point that you have to make a decision – do you continue as you are? Or do you come to terms with your fear, clear it, take back your power, and create a new reality for yourself? No matter what the consequence might be? If you are able to reach this point, through your Iron Will and self-love no doubt, you will have removed the control mechanism from the equation. Could you still die? Of course you could. But even if you do you have chosen your own reality, stopped the constant fear and pain, and you are free. And chances are that if you have cleared the fear you’ve learned your lesson, and so you will not have to repeat the lesson in your next lifetime.
Standing Together
The good news is that at any stage of this trauma you do not have to go it alone. There are many around the globe who are skilled at removing implants, assisting in emotional clearing, or can just lend a good ear when you need it. There are people everywhere who are waking up to the harsh reality of what’s going on in our world and universe and will not stand for it any more. There are people everywhere who are here to help. The old adage “Together we stand, divided we fall” rings very true here. If we stand together and make our reality a peaceful existence free from harm there will be no one in this universe that can stop us!
Namaste!
Additional Reading
Emotional Clearing:
Navigating the Steps of Emotional Clearing by Nicole
The Keys of Compassion by Jelaila Starr
Mind Control:
Trance-formation of America by Kathy O’Brien & Mark Phillips
Google on Project Monarch
Google on Frequency Fence
Frequency Fence Report 2/2005 by Nicole