Connecting to the Cosmic Energy
In each stage of my development, I encounter something new that I never thought I would be doing. This time it is simple meditation. I never had a use for it, and quite frankly, couldn’t stand sitting still!
I also didn’t know how, specifically, to meditate. I’m a visual learner, and while I can follow directions, the slightest nuance in a thought can leave me wondering if I got the exact meaning. So instead of being productive, I spend my time judging my performance as an automatic fail. Where I learned this bad habit is irrelevant, just that I struggle with it daily.
Back to my most recent epiphanies…a friend sent me a series of Deepak Chopra YouTube links. I have never been a fan. To be honest, it turns me off that he was on Oprah because she is so commercialized, so I am not at all familiar with his work. I have to tell you, though, that his work was impressive, and the sound of his voice very soothing. So I watched them all, and found Learning How to Meditate. It was phenomenal.
My first thought was how well put together it was. If you are a visual learner, the CGI was perfectly orchestrated to show me how this works, what to do, etc. And it was extremely informative verbally. I was interested enough to try it.
The premise is to bring cosmic energy, which powers your body indefinitely, down into your corporeal form and promote healing and balance physically, emotionally, and mentally. While pranic breathing is also very good for you, during the meditation you only focus on your breathing in order to clear your mind. It is not a mindful process of breaths, rather just being the observer.
The process was really interesting to me. I’ve done this now about 5 times, and each time I find myself in a panic about getting breath. I am not preventing myself from breathing, yet I’m afraid I will not get enough. Obviously a psychological hangup. Also, the random thoughts in my mind also put me off balance. Can you believe that the first time, when I quieted my mind, the Disney song Hakuna Matata popped in? It was with me all darn day after that. And yeah, I saw the irony. It means no worries, for the rest of your days. My guides have a great sense of humor.
Thankfully I did link up with the cosmic energy. There was no mistaking it when it hit me in the 3rd eye. And I was absolutely energized, which was wonderful. Logistically speaking, I haven’t done “as well” each day after this but they have been productive. Chopra recommended 30 minutes, but I have been doing 20 minutes and it’s going fine. That is what my guides have recommended. You should ask yours if you plan to begin.
Next I am supposed to get my butt in gear to do pranic breathing. I have too much water which makes me fatigued, and I need air. I’ll write about that experience when I get around to making it happen.
Anna
David Wilcock Death Threat
I guess David Wilcock must have really hit a nerve because he received a death threat for this:
http://www.divinecosmos.com/start-here/davids-blog/995-lawsuit-end-tyranny
I thought that must be important enough to post it! David has been a fountain of information and support to many of the years, and he deserves our support now.
Anna
Happy 2012 – The Muppet Effect
OK, even I had to laugh at this title! But seriously, while The Muppet’s may seem to be an extremely trivial thing in this world, I suppose that I have been affected by them in much the way the human characters in the current Muppet movie have been. I had forgotten The Muppet’s for some time, having watched them as a kid, but they always made me smile and laugh.
I took my husband and daughter to see the movie yesterday, and as I left the theatre I couldn’t help but think, repeatedly, that The Muppet’s symbolize all that is good in the world. “Really?” I thought. That’s a pretty strong statement for even something I enjoy so much! And that led me to some introspection that finally gave me the answer.
Most recently I have been working on a bridge. I didn’t know it at first, but all of the activations and such that I have been working on in December were to bridge me to the 5D, to a complete merge with my higher self, and much more that I don’t consciously understand. I learned this through song lyrics that I was guided to listen to. I had to bridge my heart, and it took the rest of my being with it, for it is the key that unlocks the door. That is another article in itself, but it is an important piece of how I ended up watching The Muppet Movie yesterday and why I had to wait to watch it on 1/1/2012.
Part of the movie dealt with how the Muppet’s weren’t relevant anymore. They were too nice, too sweet, for today’s world. No one would watch, no one would laugh the TV execs all said. But they were trying to save their “home” which was, of course, their studio. To do this, they had to work together. They were a family. If I didn’t know better, I’d say you could apply the general story line to the ascension of HUmans on this planet!
In the end they found a way to save their home, and they did it through kindness and and love and joy and good, silly fun. And everyone else remembered – they remembered what a joy it was to experience this. It was truly a higher vibrational experience!
Near the end of the movie Kermit sang The Rainbow Connection, which some of you may remember. That was the bridge, and it reached out to my heart and the hearts of others. It made us remember, even if for a moment, unconditional love and joy.
What a nice way to start off 2012, the year that everything will change. The Mayan Calendar (time period) is over, and we are in a waiting period where we lay out the intentions for what we want AFTER. I agree with Kermit…”Someday we’ll find it, the Rainbow Connection; the lovers, the dreamers, and me.”
Anna
RAINBOW CONNECTION
Kermit the Frog
Why are there so many
Songs about rainbows
And what’s on the other side
Rainbow’s are visions
They’re only illusions
And rainbows have nothing to hide
So we’ve been told and some chose to
Believe it
But I know they’re wrong wait and see
Someday we’ll find it
The Rainbow Connection
The lovers, the dreamers and me
Who said that every wish
Would be heard and answered
When wished on the morning star
Somebody thought of that
And someone believed it
And look what it’s done so far
What’s so amazing
That keeps us star gazing
What so we think we might see
Someday we’ll find it
That Rainbow Connection
The lovers the dreamers and me
Have you been half asleep
And have you heard voices
I’ve heard them calling my name
Are these the sweet sounds that called
The young sailors
I think they’re one and the same
I’ve heard it too many times to ignore it
There’s something that I’m supposed to be
Someday we’ll find it
The Rainbow Connection
The lovers, the dreamers and me
The Energy of 999
Yesterday I was fortunate enough to see 999 three times. All on license plates. Once on the way to work, twice on the way home. After yesterday’s post, I think it was a pretty clear message. After all, the Calleman article I mentioned yesterday was titled “The Ninth Wave Continues.” So while I was driving home and seeing more 9′s, I wondered why I didn’t think to include the numerical sequence I had seen that morning in my post.
I found a nicely written post on 999 found here. It talks about the completion and new beginnings that 9 brings us. You can’t have an end without a beginning can you? Of course not! So with one comes the other. And if I needed more convincing of the coming changes, I also had a lovely 555 on my odometer yesterday, harbinger of change. I also had a 5555 that I don’t count, since I actually started looking at 5554 and watched it roll over, but the message was still there.
Being introspective, of course I wonder if my intuition and my guides are just figments of my imagination. That’s a good thing, because that way I don’t get too comfortable and just believe everything I see and hear (even “within”). I’m always checking to make sure I get correct information. One of the things I’ve learned is to never ignore my gut. NEVER. I always kick myself when I do because I end up working against myself and against the creator. Which brings me to my point…over and over I keep coming back to stories of the end of strife, the beginning of peace, and the changing over of one world to another. The Lord of the Rings story plays over and over in my mind. So does the ending of the Mahabharata. The ending of the Inheritance series (i.e., Eragon) too. They all have common themes where basically good triumps over evil, bringing peace, but also the shift of the ages. In those stories it is from the age of many species to the age of HUman. Well, we are living the end of the age of the HUman now and one day there will be epic literature about our great shift.
I wonder what will happen next. Will this world start over with whatever the first phase is? Does 3rd dimensional Earth live perpetually? Or when the timelines, no longer bound by the law of the 13, collapse into one, does this reality collapse with it? Those questions alone boggle my mind, as I have no context for the possible answers. Taking it day by day is what I have elected to do, whatever that means for me and my family (and my mission).
We may come to the end of 2012 and wonder what all of the fuss was about. Perhaps the changes happen so gradually that even those of us who are awake fail to see the separation of wheat from chaff. Either way, I am eager to get on with the next leg of this journey, and hope to help others along the way. In the meantime, here’s to endings and the inevitable beginnings that follow.
Anna
The Energy of the Aqua Ray
About 2 weeks prior to the Solstice, I was told that this was the Gate of the Aqua Ray. I actually keep wanting to say the “Aqua Green Ray” because there was a lot of green energy in this aqua (made of blue and green). This gate is really fitting at this time, because apparently the aqua ray corresponds to the 9th chakra. 9 of course, signals completion and endings. We are in an end cycle now.
It’s not my intent here to explain the entire concept of the aqua ray, or the numerological significance of the number 9. You can certainly Google that, or even research it in your local bookstore. The purpose here is mainly to bring it to your attention. Some of you may have noticed the energies. They have bathed us in the waters of the collective unconscious and opened portals to our souls. I was told to write that – portals to our souls. Sounds dramatic doesn’t it? Well, it sort of is. We are at the cusp of a new vibration. Was told to write that, too.
We are now in new territory, as the cycle of time we have been in for 26,000 years has ended. Do you feel in limbo? I sure do. I see no forward movement for the immediate future and quite frankly, I have a feeling of “what’s the use?” Thankfully I know better, but still the feeling remains. It’s a product of the energy of an end-state.
In a November article, Carl Johan Calleman wrote about the end of the calendar and what the actual implications are. I found it fascinating, and you can find it here on his website. The article is actually called “The Ninth Wave Continues.” How apt, considering we are being bathed in the energy of the 9 right now. He mentions the divine has moved from outside of us, to within. At least, our perception of it has moved. I suspect our perception of time will shift as well, although I do not know how that would be done.
I have been doing a crown chakra tweaking with blue topaz and Pantene. It’s an alchemical mix that activates that energy center, and you can find directions on how to use it in the Crystal Avatar eBook (found at http://www.AvatarCrystals.com). I highly recommend the eBook, as it has a wealth of information inside and is insanely cheap for what you are getting. To mix the green with the blue, I’ve also done a moldavite and HDTV bit with my 3rd eye. This you won’t find yet in the eBook, and not everyone is ready for this meditation. If you’ve ever worked with moldavite, you know it doesn’t play nice until you are ready for the energies it brings. I’ve lost or broken more pieces than I can remember, because my energetic field wasn’t ready for it.
Anyway, that’s all I have time for right now. Do some aqua ray research and see what you come up with. I’d love some comments, as I find that when we discuss things we learn from each other.
Anna
Today’s Suggestions
I highly recommend that you find time to view this video, 2012 The Online Movie Final Update, by www.in5d.com. It’s great for beginners and for those of us who have been around the block. I was familiar with some of the content and most of the speakers but it was so well put together I finished all 3 hours of it. The parts about the Mayan Universal Cycle actually made me go back and review what I read ages ago. These are fascinating times to be incarnate on planet Earth!
That said, I also recommend these topics as discussed at GreatDreams (Joe and Dee’s site – been reading them for years on and off), and MayanMajix, which I think may be Ian Lungold’s site. I’m still poking around in there, so that’s why I say “may be.”
Also, I just finished Inheritance, the last book in the Inheritance Cycle Series by Christopher Paolini (aka the “Eragon” series). I can’t put to words how well-conveyed this story was. I felt like I was being given knowledge that I had long forgotten at some points, and it surely explained a lot of things. I often wonder if writers know where their muse comes from, or if they believe that they think all of this up themselves. Christopher Paolini was the perfect vessel to bring this series to life, and I thank him for that.
And lastly, this isn’t to be confused with the Inheritance Series by N.K. Jemisin. A neighbor, of all people, loaned me the first book and though it was an odd take on things, it worked. Again, many examples of how the higher self (or selves) merge with the physical body. I also highly recommend this series, and all three books are now out. Here’s a link to Book 1. If you Google her, she also has a blog that is fairly interesting reading.
Anna
Do You Believe in Magic?
Call it whatever you like, but there are many different things that we can lump into “magic.” Psychic abilities, alchemy, or even the feeling between two people. I’ve used that term many times this month to talk to my daughter about Santa. I know, Santa is so 3D and I’ve wondered just why I have allowed the ruse to go on.
It boils down to two things. First, the excitement that she feels from the whole Santa, Easter Bunny, Tooth Fairy, and even her Elf on the Shelf is amazing. You can see her eyes light up. She loves fantastical creatures. So do I! I understand they have faded into the background of our reality, but I know they exist. How do I teach that to a child who has teachers, and even friends her age, saying the opposite? These silly holidays have given me the opportunity to talk to her about this subject, as well as being responsible and not giving in to commercialism. Well, in an 8 year old’s terminology anyway.
Second, my husband and I have refrained from “indoctrinating” our child as we were indoctrinated as children. I never had a choice and neither did he. I was raised Church of Christ. He was raised Baptist. We were told this is how it is, don’t think for yourself, and do as you’re told. Oddly, neither of us believed it and we were strong enough to form our own opinions and seek out more knowledge. Many aren’t, so we’ve been careful.
Over the last 8 years as it’s come up, I’ve been able to tell her not to disbelieve in anything because if someone can think it up, it exists somewhere. I’ve talked to her ever so briefly about how mommy can use magic, but how she can’t talk to others about it because they won’t understand. The other day, when my mother acted ugly while we were eating out, Erin said “You’re going to get on the naughty list Grandma!” When my mother popped back with “I don’t believe in that crap,” I just said “Well, Grandma has lost her magic.” Erin understood.
Magic can mean so many things but it’s simple enough to use that concept for a young child. One day, if she asks, I can tell her all about “what I do.” And all that I’ve learned, and seen, and felt. But we’ve kept it purposely vague, so that she doesn’t have it shoved down her throat. And with the holiday stuff, we’ve made up some of our own rules. Such as, Santa has a limit on what he will give to each kid, and even our own explanations of why he cares if you’re naughty or nice. Heck, that topic even gave me the opportunity to talk to her about service to self and service to others! For parents, Star Wars (Jedi and Sith) are also great examples of that concept.
It is easy to cross the line with this and get out of integrity, so I have to be careful and so should everyone. This world is hard, and my desire is only to provide a bit of light-hearted fun for my little one while still adhering to the principles I strive to live by each day.
Anna
12/12/11 – Time Marches On
What an interesting weekend. My only child turned 8 years old on Sunday. She was due on 12/12, but came a day early on 12/11. She reminds me so much of myself and the main reason that comes to mind is that she doesn’t want to get older. She cried on and off for the last year or so about not wanting to grow up, not wanting to age. She said “Mommy, I don’t want to be 8.” So I told her that she could be whatever age pleased her, because time keeping and our calendar was made up by humans to keep track, and has nothing to do with your age. She seemed to understand. Then she asked why Santa hasn’t died yet, and I told her he has human plus other DNA. She was satisfied and went to bed.
Since I am not around many children other than our neighborhood kids, who have been thoroughly indoctrinated into “normal” life in the US on planet Earth, I don’t know how many others came in with a sadness and fear of linear time. I have had this my entire life. I was 5 and saying I was going to live to be at least 100. I never enjoyed any of life’s milestones because I knew once the moment passed I could never go back. I cried through my entire high school graduation, thinking what a momentous time it was and how it was about to pass, never to be reclaimed. One of my classmates laughed at me, and it was funny so I laughed too through the tears! I rarely make it anywhere on time, yet I am close, all without a watch because they lose themselves every time I buy one. And I lose track of time like nobody’s business. Minutes turn to hours without me even blinking an eye.
And now I pause to wonder, does any of this sound familiar to you? I can’t be the only one!
You might have guessed that time travel has fascinated me, mainly because I want to be there in person to experience things rather than reading about them in a book. Books are great, mind you, but being there in the correct time period would be awesome. Perhaps that is why I have never traveled to visit any of the places I have read so much about. It could be that I am loathe to go there in this day and age. I don’t know, but it feels correct saying it now.
There is so much that I want to tell my daughter. I want to tell her about the ascension process, and how we will do it together, and how many of the things she fears, such as death, will become a choice rather than a mandate. I want to explain linear time, time travel, and all sorts of things. But an 8 year old has no context, and so for now I will placate her with what little I can. And I will wait as patiently as I can until I can walk into the new world holding her hand, tell her that “we are here!” and explain it all in one fell swoop.
Anna
And the Winner Goes To…
Once again, I asked Kem what to title this one. Without knowing what’s in store, it baffles me, yet I have learned to appreciate and enjoy what my inner knowing and guides bring to me when I tune in and ask. Also, we’ve both taken a liking to the blog daily title mystery thing. It’s actually sort of fun, and would be a fun way for you to connect with your own guides in addition to the Guide communication instruction.
Without further ado, let’s get to it. The point of telling me “And the winner is…” was an illustration that we really are nearing the end of the ceremony. I admit, it’s hard for my 3D brain to believe it but my gut tells me it’s coming. My guides tell me it’s coming. But I am so tired, I don’t believe them at times anymore. Do you feel the same way? I suspect so. All of us are tired, tired all the way down to the core of our existence. That’s some sort of tired! Makes a sentient being like myself ready to have all of this over and done and settle down for a long rest.
But alas, in the realm of service to others a person’s work is never done. (By the way, I’m not sure if I’m on Broadway or in a fairy tale, so bear with the flowery language please.) But change will happen. Can you feel it too? It’s just right around the corner. Hang on and hang in there.
Anna
Sunspots
So as I typed the title of today’s post, I asked Kem why do you want me to call this Sunspots? He was silent for a minute, then told me two reasons. First, we really ought to be watching the sunspots. They are very relevant. If you’re not paying attention you may want to start watching sun activity.
With that said, what could be more timely than him telling me that WE are sunspots? Small bursts of the energy of the light (sun), beaming our energy and frequency across the ethers. Which brings me to the point…
Today someone in my office asked me, how do you know what you are doing is making a difference? Because in 100 years, no one will know anything about you. How do you know you’re on the right path, and how do you convince others that is a path to follow?
One of the things that I have become inept at is expressing the many higher vibrational things that I have seen, heard, and experienced. So I fumbled at my words. I tried to say that it was a 3D way of approaching things, that it didn’t matter if we made our mark like a Steve Jobs or someone. I said that I have a knowing, and that it’s important to live a life of right action and integrity, and that the act of you doing this affects everyone else. And just because it’s the right thing to do.
But really, I didn’t capture the essence at all. But Kem did. Because we are indeed sunspots in the sense described above. We are exploding all of the time with new frequencies and vibrations, and it’s bathing everything else within our range with the energy of the lighted vibrations. We are a micro of the macro. Look at the sun right now. It’s exploding like nuts, emitting proton bursts recently that are bathing our planet and mutating our DNA. It doesn’t have to mutate much to cause a shift. Well, we are little sunspots who are helping. It may not be much, but we are contributing to the whole and a mirror of it.
There is a chapter in the Emerald Tablets of Thoth, the Doreal translation, which discusses Thoth being in the Halls of Amenti area where the Lord of Darkness kept watch over the little flickers of light that are our spirit essences. (Hey, I don’t have the book with me right now, so don’t quote me, but the story is correct if not the specifics.) Every so often some would dim and cease to exist while a very few of them would light up so much they would escape the darkness. Thoth’s own spirit did this in fact. You could say that those little lights are akin to sunspots as they flare or dim, and akin to the “lightworkers” on this planet right now.
So flare little sunspots! And one day you will grow to become large, robust sunspots who together, will make a difference and usher us into the new reality. And while you will have no need or desire to be remembered as making a difference, rest assured that you will be honored for your service by beings across all of the universe. And with that I will say Namaste, little lights.
Anna